Actually I can change the way to deal with it so that they can listen it easily. Meanwhile it is a great and challenge opportunities for me to come over. I believe that will be very useful which can help me to think and adjust my ways to grow up.

Don't be afraid everything that happens to you because they urge you to improve and more better than before. That's a great gift at least you have been better than before for yourself.

I really appreciated everything that happens to me they help me to receive and understand myself better. That is a  cherish present.

As long as I am willing to do it I believe I will find more interesting things to do it.